Braver Soul

 This is tough. sometimes I wake up and cry. how on earth I'm gonna archive and win this whole things. The burden sometimes get heaver then before. Am I going to be better in time? Study plus a job, can I see myself in this situation? Do I open to any changes in my life?

I often wondering how far can I go to reach the end of the road and have to turn back again to face the reality of uncertainty, Ain't it insane and full of confusion? I am modest to myself and fully realized my own stupidity and cruelty have fooled me and drowned me alive. On the whole life is life, it worth to be fight for  or else we'll die. better it still to be lost then to hide.
 

My Declaration by Eliza Bennett

2011. On my 1st Journey Alone to Thailand By Train 31 hours. How far would you go? To find something or someone that you have lose?

I'm gonna be someone, I'm gonna give something,

I'm taking it on, I'm taking it on,
It's gonna be my life, so I'm gonna live each day and each night,
Taking it on, I'm taking it on

'cause I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep hiding, and I can't keep running away
So I'm gonna be stronger, I'm gonna be better made, I'm gonna give everything,
Just to bring me back again.

I'm gonna be a braver soul than this,
I'm gonna jump at all those many chances that i've missed,
I'm gonna live my life beyond all these fears and forms of cowardice that keep leading me on.
I'm gonna shine out like a beacon in the night,
I'm gonna wrap my fingers around the stars tonight,
'cause i'm taking it on, 'cause i'm taking it on...

No I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep running away
So I'm gonna be stronger, and I'm gonna be better made, and I'm gonna give everything,
Just to bring me back again.
So I'm gonna be stronger, I'm gonna be understood, and I'm gonna give everything
Just to bring me back again!

'cause I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep hiding, and I can't keep running away.


this song really inspired me to dare myself to do something that i never do before. my inner heart dreadfulness and hidden desire. either in job and career, whom i want to become 10 years from now. this song tell me to be not afraid. that i should face my destiny and unseen future with a fix eyes of an eagle looking in front.

food plus love equal satisfaction

I Love You. How often you said and mean it? Does you said it only because it is the word of the famous? Like what Chirs Medina said it. "What are words If you really don't mean them When you say them".

Food are the zealous of the stomach. An ease of the mind and Love is the perfection of all gifts that can't be measure.The 4 month "balik kampung" was so excruciating and full of food passion. Believe it or not I've gain 4 kilos. and have eaten thousand and thousand of yummiest calories.LOL