Showing posts with label my inner poise. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my inner poise. Show all posts

Monday, December 27, 2010

So its December so I'll Remember,

23rd December 2010
I’m looking out of my window side looking at the world beneath me, it is still fresh on my mind ,11 march of 2010.i’d took my flight and fly back to Sabah. I never thought that from that moment it might change my whole world forever. Every plane and train certainly will always remind me of my mistake.

Time, do passed rapidly and vigorously. Like the rain can’t be stopped so as the unstoppable train. No matter how hard we tried, re-undo our mistake or fault. Eventually at the end of the day it’s still bound to us. We are given second chances in life, though how many times do we try to grabs that chance and not letting it go? Questioning myself sometimes, these lots of time I’ve missed the chance and opportunity in life. Things that i don’t took serious or i don’t dare to confront. Those scenarios that I’d prefer to jeopardize. I’m asking a questions that I myself cannot answer.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Braver Soul






 This is tough. sometimes I wake up and cry. how on earth I'm gonna archive and win this whole things. The burden sometimes get heaver then before. Am I going to be better in time? Study plus a job, can I see myself in this situation? Do I open to any changes in my life?

I often wondering how far can I go to reach the end of the road and have to turn back again to face the reality of uncertainty, Ain't it insane and full of confusion? I am modest to myself and fully realized my own stupidity and cruelty have fooled me and drowned me alive. On the whole life is life, it worth to be fight for  or else we'll die. better it still to be lost then to hide.