Elephants by Rachael Yamagata

So today,I would like to share with you all, a song that really enhance my mood today. this song call Elephants by Rachael Yamagata. this song remind me about a friend that I've Love so much, however have missing in action.though, some where some how I hope she will be fine.

If the elephants have past lives yet are destined to always remember
It's no wonder how they scream
Like you and I they must have some temper

And I am dreaming of them on the plains
Dirtying up their beds
Watching for some sign of rain to cool their hot heads

And how dare that you send me that card when I'm doing all that I can do
You are forcing me to remember when all I want is to just forget you

If the tiger shall protect her young then tell me how did you slip by
All my instincts have failed me for once
I must have somehow slept the whole night

And I am dreaming of them with their kill
Tearing it all apart
Blood dripping from their lips and teeth sinking into heart

And how dare that you say you'll call
When you know I need some peace of mind
If you have to take sides with the animals
Won't you do it with one who is kind

And if the hawks in the trees need the dead
If you're living you don't stand a chance
For a time though you share the same bed
There are only two ends to this dance

You can flee with your wounds just in time or lie there as he feeds
Watching yourself ripped to shreds and laughing as you bleed

So for those of you falling in love keep it kind
Keep it good
Keep it right
Throw yourself in the midst of danger but keep one eye open at night

wreck of the day by anna nalick

This song reminding myself that I'm so close with emptiness and loneliness.
a chase after the wind.

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, well I'm giving up
If this is giving up, well I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cuz love doesnt hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up well I'm giving up
If this is giving up well I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough
Ohhh... mmm...

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, I'm giving up
If this is giving up, well I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Cinta Muka Buku? FB LOVE?

A song to a dear friend. Learn to let Go laa wey. xP

 Bukan Hatiku By Maulana & Ain AF8
Aku sering mencari waktu
Ingin bicara tapi tak mampu
Lebih baik ku membisu
Tapi itu bukanlah diriku

Kadangkala ku benci kamu
Tapi tak dapat aku ingkari
Rasa sayang itu sungguh bererti
Hingga ku sering terbawa di setiap mimpi

Ku ingin berlari kepadamu
Taii kau semakin jauh dariku
Ku tak fahami apa maksudmu
Kau ada aku tapi bukan hatiku

Laguku mengubat hati
Bersama alunan muzikku sendiri
Biarkan saja ia pergi
Membawa seribu pertanyaanku di hati

My Declaration by Eliza Bennett

2011. On my 1st Journey Alone to Thailand By Train 31 hours. How far would you go? To find something or someone that you have lose?

I'm gonna be someone, I'm gonna give something,

I'm taking it on, I'm taking it on,
It's gonna be my life, so I'm gonna live each day and each night,
Taking it on, I'm taking it on

'cause I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep hiding, and I can't keep running away
So I'm gonna be stronger, I'm gonna be better made, I'm gonna give everything,
Just to bring me back again.

I'm gonna be a braver soul than this,
I'm gonna jump at all those many chances that i've missed,
I'm gonna live my life beyond all these fears and forms of cowardice that keep leading me on.
I'm gonna shine out like a beacon in the night,
I'm gonna wrap my fingers around the stars tonight,
'cause i'm taking it on, 'cause i'm taking it on...

No I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep running away
So I'm gonna be stronger, and I'm gonna be better made, and I'm gonna give everything,
Just to bring me back again.
So I'm gonna be stronger, I'm gonna be understood, and I'm gonna give everything
Just to bring me back again!

'cause I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep hiding, and I can't keep running away.


this song really inspired me to dare myself to do something that i never do before. my inner heart dreadfulness and hidden desire. either in job and career, whom i want to become 10 years from now. this song tell me to be not afraid. that i should face my destiny and unseen future with a fix eyes of an eagle looking in front.

The wonder

 How many mistake we have made in our life, the wrong doing that comes from our selfishness and egoism of our inner heart, how many choices that the fate have let us to choose?

As I'm waiting for my result in furthering my study. I try to bring my inner self apart between my desire and my destiny. What would it happen if the choices wasn't my choice at all?
Aren't reason is another option? Will I go into this mere fate that will put me in a song chorus of misery.
let it be all  my self to understand that I can't always win. if it is mine? I will going to be there soon.

Traveling to the burdensome weight. This picture shown Me setting alone surrounded by the nature. In my own calmness before within a few day flying to Kuala Lumpur.  I dear this picture of mine. very calm and in peace.

The Remedy

Picture shown my Journey through Melaka. Fantastic!! after none stop working for 24/7.

The remedy by Jason Mraz

Well i saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
'Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
Now something on the surface it stings
I said something on the surface
Well it kind of makes me nervous
Who says that you deserve this
And what kind of god would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease
Well if you've got the poison I've got the remedy

The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.

Well i heard two men talking on the radio
In a cross fire kind of reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
They were counting down the ways to stab
The brother in the be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh
Death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophy
Dance with me, because if you've got the poison,
I've got the remedy

The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.

When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

Because

The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away
I won't worry my life away
I won't and I won't and I won't

In the arms of the Angel

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Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it OK
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

Dark Part

                                 In choosing the bad and good, we ought to think vigorously

 

That I would be good

 

 Slowly-slowly catch a hamster

Alanis Morissette

That I would be good even if I did nothing
That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
That I would be good if I got and stayed sick
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

That I would be fine even even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
That I would be great if I was no longer queen
That I would be grand if I was not all knowing

That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy

That I would be good even if I lost sanity
That I would be good
Whether with or without you