So its December so I'll Remember,

23rd December 2010
I’m looking out of my window side looking at the world beneath me, it is still fresh on my mind ,11 march of 2010.i’d took my flight and fly back to Sabah. I never thought that from that moment it might change my whole world forever. Every plane and train certainly will always remind me of my mistake.

Time, do passed rapidly and vigorously. Like the rain can’t be stopped so as the unstoppable train. No matter how hard we tried, re-undo our mistake or fault. Eventually at the end of the day it’s still bound to us. We are given second chances in life, though how many times do we try to grabs that chance and not letting it go? Questioning myself sometimes, these lots of time I’ve missed the chance and opportunity in life. Things that i don’t took serious or i don’t dare to confront. Those scenarios that I’d prefer to jeopardize. I’m asking a questions that I myself cannot answer.

Its November Feast

It was early weeks of November feeding the little dear stomach that groaning for food.
spend your late afternoon with your loves ones, some friend & family will make your life more beautifully, Food plus Love equal satisfaction.

Kuala Pilah Bah.

July 2010 Love the town & the people. :)

wreck of the day by anna nalick

This song reminding myself that I'm so close with emptiness and loneliness.
a chase after the wind.

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, well I'm giving up
If this is giving up, well I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cuz love doesnt hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up well I'm giving up
If this is giving up well I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough
Ohhh... mmm...

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, I'm giving up
If this is giving up, well I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Cinta Muka Buku? FB LOVE?

A song to a dear friend. Learn to let Go laa wey. xP

 Bukan Hatiku By Maulana & Ain AF8
Aku sering mencari waktu
Ingin bicara tapi tak mampu
Lebih baik ku membisu
Tapi itu bukanlah diriku

Kadangkala ku benci kamu
Tapi tak dapat aku ingkari
Rasa sayang itu sungguh bererti
Hingga ku sering terbawa di setiap mimpi

Ku ingin berlari kepadamu
Taii kau semakin jauh dariku
Ku tak fahami apa maksudmu
Kau ada aku tapi bukan hatiku

Laguku mengubat hati
Bersama alunan muzikku sendiri
Biarkan saja ia pergi
Membawa seribu pertanyaanku di hati

Braver Soul

 This is tough. sometimes I wake up and cry. how on earth I'm gonna archive and win this whole things. The burden sometimes get heaver then before. Am I going to be better in time? Study plus a job, can I see myself in this situation? Do I open to any changes in my life?

I often wondering how far can I go to reach the end of the road and have to turn back again to face the reality of uncertainty, Ain't it insane and full of confusion? I am modest to myself and fully realized my own stupidity and cruelty have fooled me and drowned me alive. On the whole life is life, it worth to be fight for  or else we'll die. better it still to be lost then to hide.
 

My Declaration by Eliza Bennett

2011. On my 1st Journey Alone to Thailand By Train 31 hours. How far would you go? To find something or someone that you have lose?

I'm gonna be someone, I'm gonna give something,

I'm taking it on, I'm taking it on,
It's gonna be my life, so I'm gonna live each day and each night,
Taking it on, I'm taking it on

'cause I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep hiding, and I can't keep running away
So I'm gonna be stronger, I'm gonna be better made, I'm gonna give everything,
Just to bring me back again.

I'm gonna be a braver soul than this,
I'm gonna jump at all those many chances that i've missed,
I'm gonna live my life beyond all these fears and forms of cowardice that keep leading me on.
I'm gonna shine out like a beacon in the night,
I'm gonna wrap my fingers around the stars tonight,
'cause i'm taking it on, 'cause i'm taking it on...

No I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep running away
So I'm gonna be stronger, and I'm gonna be better made, and I'm gonna give everything,
Just to bring me back again.
So I'm gonna be stronger, I'm gonna be understood, and I'm gonna give everything
Just to bring me back again!

'cause I can't keep hiding, no I can't keep hiding, and I can't keep running away.


this song really inspired me to dare myself to do something that i never do before. my inner heart dreadfulness and hidden desire. either in job and career, whom i want to become 10 years from now. this song tell me to be not afraid. that i should face my destiny and unseen future with a fix eyes of an eagle looking in front.

food plus love equal satisfaction

I Love You. How often you said and mean it? Does you said it only because it is the word of the famous? Like what Chirs Medina said it. "What are words If you really don't mean them When you say them".

Food are the zealous of the stomach. An ease of the mind and Love is the perfection of all gifts that can't be measure.The 4 month "balik kampung" was so excruciating and full of food passion. Believe it or not I've gain 4 kilos. and have eaten thousand and thousand of yummiest calories.LOL